So fuckin tired. Fck fck fck fck.
Growing up, i never imagined myself being caught up with so much work. I am so leaving sales. Hope my biggest sale pushes through within 2weeks. I can’t work like this anymore. I need a change of venue. Excited for mi 2nd job! Another career to conquer!
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Hashtag Bragging rights! haha
Let the goodtimes flowwww
He screams loud, but deep down his sad and sensitive
The same passive aggressiveness he fights depression with
So many things went on last night, that up to this very moment, it’s still sinking in. DEEP.
Here I am again. Hoping that one day, i’ll be able to look back on this tumblr account and just be thankful that I survived all of these.
I hope I get to see that day;
Everyday, I know God keeps giving me these things people call as “Blessings”, but, Im starting to think, that God doesnt know me very well.
He keeps giving me things, I barely use. He is practically giving me everything, except for that one thing I want the most.
Like, in a snap, I could give it all back to him in exchange for this one thing.
But yeah, I know, on some contradictory shit, I know, that probably, right now, I don’t know how to see these blessings for what it’s really worth. And it’s sucks.
It’s hard to see everyone change„„ and you’re still stuck.
Always convincing yourself that things will be better. Everyday, every morning. I have to convince myself that im on the right track.
But who am I kidding, probably, from another persons perspective, im living the life, but., Naaahh, this is a prolonged miserable life.
This is a miserable life. And nobody knows it but me.
I know I already made my mind upon leaving Megaworld this April.
But. I feel that there is a strong force stopping me from leaving.
Thank you Lord for all the last minute surprises and the upcoming BIGGEST SALE of my career so far. I never saw it coming, thank you so much.
Right now, im so confused.
I am ready to leave the Megaworld Ship and jump off to another ship to take on a different sea, with a bigger responsibility.
I really feel bad that I can see everyone stopping me from leaving. Not being a diva, but, i am not that good, but i always give my 110% in everything i do. I worked my ass off every day, meeting deadlines and quotas.
This is hard.
For the first time in my life, i dont know what to do.
I need signs and guidance.
